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Saturday, November 27, 2004
y m i always feelin so alone? honestly..im sick n tired of feelin dis way..when i read other ppl blog i c a lot of their blog is abt their day wif frdx..best frd..close frdx..haix..mine? more abt mi, myself n i? well..i noe frdx can b made..bt well..haix..oh well.....
sometimes i reali envy some of my frdx..they haf ppl 2 talk 2 when they r down..mi? haix..say liao hu will reali understand mi? hu will reali understand y i do sth? hu will reali say i understand n mean it..hu will reali b there n tell mi e rite way? haix..i noe sth n some decision r my own..im reali so lost..so lost..in a dark rm..where i find no1..no1 2 share my burdens..my sadness..my sorrows..
is tt y i wanna find a bf? cos i wanna b loved..cos i dun wanna b lonely? bt y? y do i still feel lonely when i haf him? y m i nt happy? y is life still so meaningless n bleak?! i cant stand it anymore...!! *where r u when i need u?!*
y some ppl can find their frdx..their frdship all so long..n i dun mean juz frdx..i mean best frdx.. or rather close frdx..mi? my close frdx all become juz frdx aft some time..ppl tell mi dun tink so much..i oso dun wan..bt..haix..i always haf nth 2 do..n start tinkin..argh!!
piano*gal
can i still hold on..??
thinking of you @ 8:20 PM
wishing for--*
* new tops/ bottoms/ jumper
* nail polish
* new highlights for hair
* new heels
* new diary (notebook)
* have a beta 2007
* be more decisive
movie list--*
happy feet
open season
Night at the Museum
charlotte's web
eragon
= the holiday =
curse of e golden flower
= zodiac =
= TMNT =
= Ghost Rider =
= Spider Man 3 =